What The Heck Am I ???

God’s plan is always so wonderful to think about.. Yesterday I met some old friends from sibu.. Two studied in UPM but never happen to meet before.. weird huh?? Two years in UPM but never met before.. didnt even saw their face in the campus..no jodoh?? hehe.. another one from Ktar.. a long old fren also.. 

A week ago, it happened to be my practical company dinner and gathering with our company partner. So i met few new faces again.. Sit in the same table, i try to control my words , afraid i may hurt the partner and cause my practical temporary company to its bankruptcy..HEHE… So i choose to use foochow to talk to my bro… To my surprise, one gal confront me.. she asked " oh.. you know foo chow.. are you from sarawak?? " .. yeah… and she is from sibu.. What happen next is not important anymore.. why i share this out.. because before she confront me, she talked about somebody name stephanie, and so to my geniusity, i tot she might be talking about the stephanie i knew long time ago.. and tats lead me to sms with stephanie..a long old fren.. and plan to meet again..

I might have forget about the existen of this few frens.. alho sometimes I flash a bit memories back and saw them in my memories book.. This kind of things always happen to me.. i might be your best fren today, and become a nvr contact-you fren after sometimes.. going for shopping ( actually following them to shop ) gave a lots of times for us to re-claimed back the friendliness in us.. until the end, i felt comfortable talking to them.. i hope i do gave the same feeling also..

So am i a friend? In some situation where someone is having prob, I helped them, OR when im in prob, someone helped me.. IN both situation , during the period of "helping", i can be a real good fren.. but i can see from the past.. everytime when the period is past, the relation will fade also..
may be the closeness of one relationship is not calculated on how frequence we contact each other, but its calculated on the memories we shares.. We may not met nor contacted each other so frequenly but when we met, we took only few hours to become a good fren again.. its because the memories we shared i guess.. but for those whose have black or bad memories with someone.. We may remember them forever..haha… quite weird huh?? We will always remember those we hate and may not always remember those who are once our good fren.. may be its time for me to wake up..

Too long d.. need to stop.. hehe.. so frens.. DONT ALWAYS REMEMBER ME.. HAHA.. and if i dont remember ur face or some experiences, dont blame me.. coz i dont hate u..tats y i dont quite remember about u … HAHAHA… jk jk ..

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