What The Heck Am I ???

Im  listening to A store of memories..a cd i once made for all the youth..canceled in the middle of its progress.. listening to past recording.. how great was tat time.. how happy am i at those histories which i always considered it as black memories.. whatever it is.. i guess everyone is moving on with their life.. keeping those experiences as histories forever.. no one will exactly remember what was happening at those time.. of all the ppl.. i guess im the only one tat treat those memories as black memories.. LORD to You i pray.. forgive me.. free me.. i need Your help.. help me too forget the past and continue my life .. That was wat in my mind now.. Come on Jimmy, cleanse urslf and make urslf available for the use of GOD’s eternal plan..

Writing this out.. not to show off.. but a man cant kept everything in his heart.. it may take times.. its already took 4 and half years for me to struggle, to forgive and forget.. all i can say, give me time.. i will be available again for Your eternal plans, GOD.

i will start reading the purpose driven life.. altho i hate books.. but ill give it a try.. change me Lord.. thank You.. i know You will..

small,
jing.

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