What The Heck Am I ???

Well.. Actually I’m a shy person.. But the feeling was too great.. Its make me felt so terible that i really need to share it with you all.. The feeling was just like.. just like..err.. its hard to explain.. but still explainable by words.. so dont worry.. i will surely tell u one.. but before this.. pls do me some favor..

Below are peoples that need prayers a lot.. pls intercede for them.

1. Eddy’s grandma just past away… Let’s pray for her soul and may our Merciful LORD forgive whatever sins she have.. and may she ended up in HEAVEN..Pray for Eddy also, may the LORD bless him and heals the hurts he get after his grandma leave the world..  to GOD we pray..

2. Catholic Student Society of UPM.. They have been struggled so hard to do fund raising for one dream - to renovate the small chapel they have.. after almost one year, they manage to get some sum of money, start the construction after being approved by UPM.. Everyone is puting high hope in it.. but now.. something going wrong with the approval letters, and UPM authorities ordered them to stop the construction.. and also asked them to pulled off the "TIANG" that already finish.. Coz, in the approval letter, they make mistake.. saying only to make onning(watever the speeling is) means only extend the roof with the support of anything that attached to the wall, and not by TIANG on the ground.. Everyone is down.. Lets pray for them, may the LORD bless them, and grant them fruits on their spirit to built up the House of GOD.. TO GOD WE PRAY..

3. JESSICA YUNG KAM CHUI’s mom past away few months ago, the news might be too late, but prayers wil never be too late.. Lets pray for her mom’s soul, may she reach heaven safely.. LORD, may YOU bless and protect Kam Chui for all the hardship she gonna go tru after this.. TO GOD WE PRAY..

4. ONE whole bus crashed while in their way to celebrate feast of st.anne if im not mistaken.. LET’s pray for the victim of the accidents, may LORD see tro their hot spirit to celebrate holy day and bring them all to heaven.. TO GOD WE PRAY..

5. War occur between the chosen race of GOD with the lebanon.. Lets pray that the decendent of the ancestor of Christianity may realised their fault all this while and may come to accept YOU back LORD.. We pray for the peace of the world, pray for all the inocence victims, and to all national leaders, SHOWER YOUR Wisdom on them LORD, to make them realised the stupidness in them… TO GOD WE PRAY…

6. Ft.Summon [he is now critically ill in Fatima hospital Ipoh] says that "it is very easy to identify a pure lie especially in a religious belief but it is very-very difficult to spot half truth".  Lets pray for this wise man to be healed and cured by the power of the LORD and may he continue to serve the LORD with the wisdom that GOD granted to him.. TO GOD WE PRAY..

7. Finally, lets pray for ourslf. Brothers and Sisters in Christ.. come… come to the shoulder of the LORD, can you feel the love? oh nice.. i felt the love.. its the love from HIM.. indeed it is.. can you feel it?? Do you wan to feel it? Come Brothers… Come Sisters.. Let us journey together on the path back to our HOMETOWN.. HE is waiting for us.. Can you feel the greatness of our LORD? once, HE show us HIS greatness with 9 planets in our solar system.. HE is eagerly calling us home frens, NOW HE show more greatness by adding three more planets to our histories ( xena, charon, ceres )…Praise the LORD… Amen.

(pray for me also for lying about the title.. haha.. if i wrote "pls pray", will you comes in?? some might, some won’t, but tats doesnt matter now, we are all destined here.. PRAISES still GOES to HIM.. LET ALL GLORY FALL ON OUR GOD.. AMEN. )

The first year i enter upm.. i still remember i hold a princip in my mind.. " i wan to prove to all the seniors that their concept is totally wrong.. their concept are - those who are originally active in their hometown during their youth time, wont be active anymore when they further their study" .. so the first few weeks come to upm, i tried to join CSSUPM.. being involved and committee together with the sabahan group for the one last time….are indeed a great memories.. after that, i no longer being able to see them in chapel.. then there are some seniors from sibu.. lead me.. advice me.. care for me.. and so i joined tian zhuan as new representative.. and so.. i served GOD tro this chinese speaking society for that whole year..

       first year past, second year is arrived..  i accepted the task to be president for MSGcssupm.. this year was tough.. being a MSGcssupm president.. automatically i will become the CSSUPM exco.. serving two society at one time although we serve the same GOD, make me quite hard to arrange my time… tian zhuan.. still my first priority… the annual camp 2005 pass, i decide to stay another year.. stay another year to serve and to accompany two new representative.. serving in same society, but with totally dif committee members.. i need to start from zero again..

       last friday till sunday.. was annual camp 2006.. the feeling are quite weird for me… wanted to cry.. but part of me refused to cry.. when i given opportunity to share as senior exco.. i only share for about 2 minutes.. then i stop.. the tears reach my eyes.. " why i stayed at tian zhuan even tho i was in the critical condition, its because, …. the feeling…… they gave…. such a family…. and …. love…. blash.~~!! i cant tahan..and so i put the mic down and ended my sharing.. My exco-mate asked me.. does this camp touch my heart?? well.. its not the camp that touched me.. its the ppl inside the society..or shud i say community.. this is my last year.. my journey going to ends here? Lets GOD decide..

      i really wish i can really cried out for at least once.. THANK YOU .. TIAN ZHUAN.. THANKS GOD.. thanks rose and sy zen for ur support ,care and prayer… THANKS ALL THE SENIORS ESPECIALLY XIU SIONG AND JULIUS.. THANKS ALL THE EXCO -MATE( ALL MY BELOVED BRO AND SIS) .. AND THANKS TO LAST BATCH EXCO-MATE.. thanks for keep on supporting and care…THANKS TO CECILIA AND VINCENT.. THANKS TO UPM GREAT GROUP.. JANICE, IRIS, DORA, ANNIE, GREG,ANNA MARIA, AGNES LEE AND CHRISTINE.. THANKS.. THANKS.. THANKS TO ALVIN… EVERYONE.. THANK YOU AGNES.. THANK YOU JACKSON..WE DID IT.. AND NEXT JOURNEY IS WAITING FOR U.THANK YOU PAULINE AND ANASTASIA..U PPL ARE CUTE.. THANK YOU MAGDELINE..IM GLAD U GOING TO STAY.. THANK YOU AH YANG MY BRO.. U ARE THE BEST.. THANK YOU MARY, WE WILL KEEP SEEING EACH OTHER. MUST JOIN US.. THANK YOU CHRIS, COOL BELONGS TO U, NOT ME.. THANK YOU CHARLENE..HEHE..U DANCE WELL.. THANK YOU TO ALL EXCO WHO NOT BEING ABLE TO COME..THANK FOR UR PRAYER.. THANK REBECCA, BETTY, CHRISTOPHER.. THANK YOU CHARLES FOR UR PRAYER.. THANK YOU NELSON AND KATHERINE.. if my journeys really GONNA ended here today, i will keep u all in my heart.. ended one journey, will start another journey.. GOD BLESS.. TO GOD BE ALL GLORY..

jing..