TRUE LOVE…
What is true love?? My answer to those who asked me, will be " I no longer believe in True love".. but.. whats the true love i mean here?? is it 真爱 in chinese?? Cinta Sejati in Malay?? I guess i never think about it.. all i know.. There’s no such thing as " We are fated to be together".. I dont believe in "Jodoh".. May be thats why i said i dont believe in True love?? Did i mistaken between True love and Destiny??
I told one of my good fren that i no longer believe in true Love since three years ago.. now to think back.. may be before three years ago i oledi not believe in true love.. or in more simple words, I never believe in True love before… What make me think like tat? Its because, I still remember what i told my ex when she questioned about my love to her.. i remember i said something like this " I dont know what will happen tomolo.. I can’t said that I will love you forever.. Thats why i cant promise you to love you forever.. It will only be a lie if U want me to promise all that.. " .. Believe it or not, this is wat i said.. but i really dont remember why i said like that at that time.. is it because i never believe in True love?? or Because im playing words with my ex?? cos the convesation continue like this " But this is wat i can promise u.. Each day, i will put effort to increase my love towards u … by this, my love wont disappear.. and thats why i said, both way is playing important roles.. not only me alone..We are bf and gf.. i need you to help me to increase my love to u also.. if u promise to do that.. i can assure u i can maintain.. " .. haha.. thats how confidence i am at those days.. But things doesnt goes well in our way, and i failed to fulfill my promise..
So now whomever ask me whether i believe in true love or not.. i will deny and say that i wont believe in true love anymore.. Today i love you with my whole heart..to the bottom of my heart, even if i cross my heart for u .. doesnt means that tomolo will still love you the same.. Want or not.. i guess this is the fact we face in our life… I’m just try to be more realistic that im daring myslf to write all this.. May be after i write " i dont believe in true love" , i might ended single for the rest of my life.. hahaha.. But who cares?? Im just try to be more honest.. altho i realise the fact that gals nowaday dont really care about that.. they might like all those sweet sweet talks.. or all those words playing tricks.. I’m fade up with all those things d.. So.. any gal wanna come and try?? HAHa…
to all my fren.. whats your perpective about TRUE LOVE or DESTINY(JODOH)??
mind to leave few words below to let me know??
jing…
Few picture for you….
YinZi Acoustic Group
Course Trip With CourseMate
Penang Worship Seminar.. Im the only one that doesnt get effected by the Holy Spirit during HIGH PRAISE~!.. shit.. GOD dont love me??
This is what i become when no body love me.. HAHA
October 14th, 2006 at 8:12 pm
Hei guy, i think final exam is coming pay more attention in ur study ya….love is nothing….for me love is selfish…Jimmy Zai pray hard…Jesus Love U…Jesus will prepare de best for u n the time will prove everything fren.
October 14th, 2006 at 10:10 pm
i really impressed the way u answered ur exgf..Impressed!!!dunno how to describe my feeling when read your blog..i agree with wat had u said…but i think this world got True Love.just we havent find it and maybe dun have chance to experience it..
anyway, love has to depend how the both party to maintain it, so the love will last forever..
jimmy, final eaxm coming soon..i think you should pay attetion in exam and dun think too much..dun lt this love thing affect ur mind and soul..
Love,is depend on ppl how to define it, or experience it..i dun have comment ahh..haha..that’s all from me ohh..
October 15th, 2006 at 12:29 am
yeap…ur right..the way u answered your ex…u’ll never know what will happened tomorrow…or to be more realistic, u wont know what’s gona happen the next minute..but dun shut yourself from love bro…u are surrounded by love everyday…God’s love..but when you say you dont believe true love…dat’s crap (sorry for the strong word ; i couldn’t think of others =p)true love is not just about the butterfly in your stomach, sparkle in your eye, flying on cloud nine kinda thing..(between lovers, that is)..*wink*…frienship, family, God are all true love :)…just the matter how we interpret it i guess..(^_^)
October 15th, 2006 at 12:37 am
rina - dont worry.. i wont let anything destroy my future..
chin chin - appreciate your moment now.. for you haven enter the complicated side of the world..
karren - Thanks pal.. tats something i need to hear.. Something dif in our definition of what true love is..
October 15th, 2006 at 12:57 am
Hey Jimmy, so u dun believe true love, then u believe love? I heard that this world got more than 20, 000 girls may suitable to u, js c which one come first n she love u or not! Even if she love u but u not take care of her, she will leave u too cause she also have more 20, 000 guys in the world who can match her! This saying is from a nobel owner in relationship…. if wrong, u go to blame him, kekekekekeke
October 15th, 2006 at 3:27 am
“Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice! Let your gentleness be known to all men. The Lord is at hand. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4:4-7.
October 15th, 2006 at 8:35 am
Hmm… I don’t know actually.
But lately when I was at Sibu, I heard a lot of the priests mention about “This world is full of sins. You must not follow the road of the world but walk the road of the light.” “Give away all of your possession then you can enter the heaven”.
Maybe if you think the way GOD think, you will get an answer.
I might not be the suitable person the give suggestion coz my mind, heart and soul are all tangle up. LOL
October 15th, 2006 at 8:54 am
hallo!! i think u better think of how to challenge me on PS one during coming new year!!! dun always gets sad!! 22 years old ady man…!! big GUY already and like chinese statement tell us ‘ there still hav many tree(s) inside the forest!! all the best!! JIMMY TANG…
October 16th, 2006 at 12:15 am
it is normal especially now u r desperated in love. u r failed in love, that’s why u think like that.but i am quite agree with u. we dunoe what will happen next. that’s why i always tell myself have to appreciate what i had now.then we won’t regret when the thing passed.at least we have sweet memories with us.
jim, an advice for u. dun keep torturing. this only remind u to think about her.have a deep breath and tell yourself “i want to start a new life. concentrate on my studies first. just let god to arrange my destiny”
i’m sure that ur Mrs right is at somewhere else, just need the suitable time for u guys to meet.
god be with u always! take care, Jim~
October 16th, 2006 at 2:15 am
Looks like everyone were trying to refer my topic to GOD’s love, GOD’s plan.. Am i really desperate?? IF i say im not, will you all believe?? If one day, i tell you that i dont believe in GOD anymore.. will anyone believe?? HAHA.. ok..im not desperate here.. and im starting my new life here.. of coz with new perception for the world.. so thanks ya carol and everybody else above.. thanks for ur advice and support
October 17th, 2006 at 2:46 am
sohai ninja jing….hahaha
October 17th, 2006 at 7:09 am
haha… alan…thats the best comment i ever received…HAHA