I’m Instrunment..of Devil or God??
Many says "Lord, Lord, pls use me as Your instrunment and make me whole".. But how many really mean it when they spit it out from their mouth? .. Some from their hearts, and some from their brains..
By going to church every sunday, we officially become Church-goer…but is that enough to gain heaven? By praying everyday, we think we are one road ahead of everyone else, but told ya that’s not even enough to pay the debts of our sins.. What shall we do then?? By spreading the good news to the pagans?? but we will become like the pharasis in Jesus own time if we only know how to spread the news without really Live it..
Am I an instrunment for my Lord? The answer will be totally YES.. but the question is, do I allowed HIM to use me as HIS instrunment?? When I really flashed back my own life.. I can see that there’s bunch of times where I let myself being used by the devil.. Letting them to destroy my life and even the life of others..
Thanks to the retreat..and with God’s graces, I’d found His way in me.. Many intent to be different compare to others.. Because being different is great to be proud of.. Being a labourers for the Lord also count in as being different with others.. So.. I made my decision on the first day of 2007, that i wanted to be different.. different that I wanted to serve Him so much.. Pray for me that All this intention wont changed by time.. Normally this kind of intention will be replace by fame and desire to get attention from others.. or popularity.. I hope im not that kind.. 
…..To be different..I did it in the first place.. Wuakakakkakaka…
and to Summer ^aki who ask me to mentioned her name in my blog..yeah..there u goes.. take care..
JiNG
January 10th, 2007 at 6:44 pm
this is the best yet entry u ever post. i am so happy for u that u r back in track.
instruments. yeah. it’s easy to say but doing is another bigger challenge. i am still looking for ways. in the dark. unstabilize myself.
anyway, it will come around. Jimbo, the different-ed…hahahaha…cool!!
as u strive to be His soldier, remember to pray for me in times that i will find His way for me. =)
R
January 10th, 2007 at 9:29 pm
the more ppl pray for u,the stronger the power u have to complete ur intention…so we will pray for u. but pray for me too oh, i also wanna be His instrument, serve for Him…hehe…
the day that passed away and can’t be sure God’s means,then u are trying another day.finally, u found the day!congrate~ a different spiritual Jim!haha…
hey, the style u show in the photo oredy get other ppl attention loh…how come got ppl take photo in this way huh? only strange Jim will do it~hehe…