What The Heck Am I ???

As happy as I am today, I still fail to forget about her.. But this day is not same as yesterday.. This kind of things no longer everything to me.. These are the things I found in the one month holiday back home, I found my other companionships.. But then deep inside my heart, Im still urging for a relationship life, I do hope this hand was holding someone’s hand that I love..

But for now, the spirit to survive still burning in me which lifting me up from those personal desire.. I do understand the other meaning for companionship other than boys and girls relationship.. And all this while, all this companionship are with me all the time.. Just that Im too blind to see and apreaciate them.. Being as different as I can, they still treat me as one family.. Even when they kick me out like this…

haha.. ok.. Friends are one of the most important companionship we will ever had in our life.. True friends never question how much you had contributed, never get jealous on you, never care if you are a poor guy, never care if you are useful or not.. Thats why I wasted my whole life risking in whatever I do, to find this kind of friends..even if there’s only left one day for me to live..

Apart from friendship, what more do I have?? hehe.. usually the next setence will be, I have nth more.. But for me, may be I should say, apart from her, I have everything else.. I’m JiNG.. Not somebody else.. I’d live my life to bring different to the ppl around me, not to make myslf a different one.. I’d share my life not to let ppl know what I’m made of, but to let ppl knew how great are the One who made me.. He made me great even when I’m only a background..

So, who is your real companionship?? Doesnt we said that we want to be like HIM?? Doesnt we said that we want ppl around us to see Jesus in us?? If every christian can be like him, then I can have 1000 more Jesus around me to be my perfect companions… Is’nt it beautiful?? It’s time to not only read the words, but to LIVE IT.. Let everyone knows that we not only have our theories.. Show them we do have God in us..

Hey~!!! HE FOUND ME…EVEN WHEN IM SO FAR AWAY.. hehe.. Jesus found us even when we are as small as a sand to the earth.. Be firm, be confident, we are not catholic by coincident… Amen.

JiNG

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